HEY-OH!

Yep, you read that right. It’s HOLLYHOWEphotography (caps for my name, no spaces) and I am a natural light portrait & wedding photographer in Moncton, New Brunswick.

I love what I do and I’m obsessed with belly laughs (if you can make me laugh, you’re my favourite. Let’s face it – you’re ALL my favourite!!), good light (golden hour pretty much anywhere) and a good cup of joe (not my hubby – ha! the caffeinated kind). So thrilled you’re here and checking out my work!

If you like what you see, please feel free to drop me a line at holly@howes.ca.

Have a fabulous day!

--H







Photo by Molly Ilse Photography
Makeup by Belle by Joëlle

Thursday, November 3, 2011

insecure.

i love pinterest.  if anything...for this quote alone.




i've wanted to write about this for quite some time.  got the gentle nudge from a photog friend when i commented on this topic on her blog (thanks christa!).  her humility and honesty really struck me.  i'd never admitted it before.  but it's something i, as well as MANY photographers (even if they DON'T want to admit it) struggle with:

comparing our work, our style, our business, our everything...to everybody else's.

it's almost like i have a voice inside my head saying, "wow, look at all the fans he/she has..."  or "hmmm...brilliant idea there.  wish i'd thought of that..."  or....  "i need that lens so i can do thaaaat...."

wow.  i hate that.  i hate that it bothers me.  the fact that i get caught up in what everyone else is doing and, for some reason, i'm drawn like a zombie (ha!  fitting...  halloween just happened...) to check out new photographers, new blogs, 'like'-ing page after page.......and of course, they come up in my newsfeed so i'm seeing their work come up, with AMAZING regularity (how do they do it?!) and i'm STUCK here.  uninspired.  insecure.  jealous.  trapped by the sense that everyone else is brilliant.  and well...i'm not.

then, i remember this quote from a young pastor who spoke at the global leadership summit (a world-class leadership training event that challenges, inspires and serves the church...),


...one of the reasons we struggle with insecurity is because we're comparing our behind-the-scenes
with everybody else's highlight reel.
                                                         -- steven furtick


it was an amazing talk.  here's a clip of it.  :D




so, whenever i feel this way again (which, let's face it...happens a lot...) i'm going to remember these very wise words...

comparison.  steals.  joy.

with God's help, i'm not going to let insecurity win anymore.  i am unique.  i am special.  i am ME.  and there's no other ME out there.  :D

don't let comparison steal your joy like it did mine, k?!  k.  :D


"...for I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you
and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."
                                                                     -- Jeremiah 29:11

4 comments:

Christa Hann said...

Yay! So glad you did this post!! Love that Steven Furtik quote. Love the Bible verse even more....it's been my verse since 2011 came in. Think I'd get the message by now :) by the way....you rock!!!!!

HOLLYHOWEphotography said...

i'm so glad i did this too!! soooo freeing and therapeutic! :D sometimes it takes us awhile before we 'get' what God is teaching us... thankful for His grace again today.

how are the babes?! love following your life on your blog! :D God has given you such a gift in writing!! keep it up, girl!!! :D

Ginger Thibodeau said...

Found your blog through Tanya and was immediately drawn to this post. You have amazing work and are inspirational and have been inspired by your post....I share many of the same insecurities - time to let them go ;) Ginger Thibodeau

HOLLYHOWEphotography said...

ahhhhh ginger!! thanks for commenting!! it's crazy...the lies we choose to believe, eh?! i'm glad this post has been helpful to so many. :)

...by the way, BIG fan of your work. keep on inspiring me! :D